As I sit here, typing this blog post at nearly 4 am, I felt the need to share my thoughts before heading to bed. It was important to me to have this one up on the Conscious Bae before I clock out for the weekend. Yes, I treat the Conscious Bae like a full-time job because, one day, I will pay myself from this passion of mine. Inserts manifesting pixie dust.
However, I do want to remind you all to stay focused on your energy and not let anything or anyone disrupt your spiritual well-being.
Story time:
A couple of weeks ago, I had an incredibly tough day, mainly because I allowed people to affect my energy. As a result, more unfortunate events followed, including a minor car accident while I was venting on the phone about those individuals who had contributed to my bad day. It was an unnecessary incident; I barely even tapped the other person's car. But hey, a hit is a hit. The crazy thing is that even in that moment, as I waited for the police to arrive, I knew that my energy had led to this climax in my day. I had allowed people to throw my energy off balance to the extent that it manifested as chaos in my life. Normally, I am in control, but on that day, I was completely off. Nevertheless, I understood that the entire situation was a message from God, telling me to calm down and not take things so seriously. It was a wake-up call, showing me how paying attention to unnecessary drama had taken me completely off track energetically.
Fast forward to the day of the court, being soooo busy that week, I had forgotten. So, I called attempting to reschedule, but my efforts were in vain. Instead, I was told to go to the court building before closing time to avoid a "failure to appear". So, in my pajamas, in my office, I got up, took a shower, got ready, and drove for 40 minutes up the highway, arriving with 45 minutes to spare. I spoke to the lady at the desk, who informed me that court was already over. Surprisingly, I wasn't even upset. I mean... I had waited too long, and I knew I deserved it, right? Well, she then asked to see my ticket because she couldn't find it in her system. After a couple of minutes, she returned it to me, stating that the ticket was null and void. I was puzzled. What did that mean? I had a court date assigned on the ticket. She shook her head, just as confused as I was. It turned out that the cop did write the ticket but apparently didn't enter it into the system. Once again, I recognized it as a sign from God. No ticket, no court appearance, and no traffic violation fees.
All of this made me reflect on that day when I was so energetically off course and how I had reached this point. It was a valuable lesson for me, reminding me that even though God and the universe always have my back and will find ways to get my attention and align my energy, nothing is "that deep" to throw me off track spiritually like I was. So, I left the courthouse feeling content and even more committed to strengthening my spiritual armor and protecting my inner peace.
With that said, always be mindful of your energy and remember that the universe is constantly responding to what you give it, whether positive or negative. If I had been in the right mindset that day, do you think I would have hit someone else's car? Absolutely fucking not. Excuse my language, but I pride myself on being a good driver. (:
Regardless, don't allow anything to derail you from who you are and what you aspire to be, which, hopefully, is a happy, grateful, and peaceful individual daily.
Peace & love, y'all.